Day 1

I was motivated to exercise a few weeks back and Ed went and signed us both up at the fitness center, then I lost my motivation and had not set my foot in the door, until today. I went to a Zumba class and was the largest person in the class and the only one who had to sit out a song because I thought I might puke. But I did go, and I did try my darnedest, and that's what matters! Ed asked if it was fun. Fun is not the word I would use for today's exercise experience, however, I do think I will Zumba again. I also plan to do some water aerobics.

Currently my attitude is good, but don't ask me about how things are going for a while because (admittedly) I have a chip on my shoulder about my weight and know I am fat and that I need to exercise and eat better, but don't want anyone else to suggest the same.

Honesty during this process is probably a key, so I'm being honest with you, and myself.

I went to the grocery store today because I needed to and made some healthier choices than normal (fish instead of beef, brown rice instead of white, etc.).

I also looked at some of the weight loss items at Target today but that all just sound to iffy, so I'll skip that for now.